2025

The word is thrive.

I want to thrive this year in terms of my self love, self care and all the self things. I want to be my healthiest. I’ve been working well while continuing to not do all the things. I feel in place. not scattered. I got rid of some things. Some people left my sphere or maybe I just don’t hear from them as much.

And I’m tired. The world, worlding tired! Not productivity tired but perimenopausal/menopausal tired. I go to bed at a decent time. Im barely on my phone throughout the day. Hormones won’t let me drift off the way I used to. But naps. Naps are the real bag! I have less anxiety these days but more annoyances. I’ve been spending time alone outside my immediate family. Other folks don’t call or text me much anyway. I’m okay with that now. focusing on oneself doesn’t mean one doesn’t care about people. Just when everyone else was focusing I was checking on them. Hated it.

I’m spending way less time on social media. I have a writing schedule which consists of three hours most days but at least 3 days a week on slow weeks. This doesn’t include journaling which is every morning. Still trying to leave IG! I’ve joined Substack and love it there. I love writing one minute plays and not overthinking them. I’m not there looking for subscribers. I’m having fun and that’s necessary. And I’ve gained thought partners on some things.

I have all the expectations to be good to myself for myself.

Thrive.